Tuesday, March 15, 2011

'Losing Sanity'

'WWWhhhaaahhhhh!!!!' 'WWHhhhhhaahhhhh!!!!' How can one person possibly think with that in your ear?! Now, it's never as bad as you think it is at the current moment but when its bad, it just seems like its the worst.

Just tell me what you want? why can't you just say 'hey, I've got crap in my pants, help!' or 'I would love some boob right now'.  No, it has to be a blood curtling scream or a sad, pathetic whimper....that turns into a blood curtling scream. 0 to 100 in mere seconds, oh the joy of parenting.

But I can't complain, I don't have it that bad. I have a daughter that, for the most, part loves life and loves me. She smiles at you at just the right moment, coos at you when you think things couldn't get any better (or worse). I just wish she was better at communicating or maybe I need to get better at listening. Who knows?! either way we need to come to some kind of middle ground.

For the past two days trying to put her to sleep has been a chore. She refuses to eat longer then 10 minutes, falls asleep almost immediately and as soon as I put her down it begins...'WWWWhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!' I don't get it, I just don't understand, what is the problem?! Just remember, I tell myself, 'she's great, she's wonderful, she's a gift'

Okay, its my turn, I've got to go, it's time to stop the crying and save my husbands back...

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